Saturday, September 24, 2011

Office Pool


They were supposed to be halfway to Key West by now but instead Sanchez was waiting in the car, absently tuning the satellite radio – finally settling on the Lithium channel, Smashing Pumpkins fuzzing blissfully into Alice in Chains– and waiting for his wife.   The music fit his mood, anxious and a little pissy.  He looked forward to these weekends, a chance to run away with Elena and escape work, friends, neighbors, the dog . .  . he could have her all to himself and she fell happily into that role, inhibitions melting way in the heat and humidity.  They had been on I-95 halfway to the turnpike and he had been about to have her hike up her skirt in the passenger seat when she suddenly and frantically remembered whatever the hell it was she was now hunting for inside.

Which was taking way too long. He punched off the ignition and took the front steps two at a time.  Her purse was still on the table in the foyer where she’d dropped it.  He stopped to listen, to see if he could hear her rummaging around upstairs or in the kitchen. Nothing. Then he called out to her and got back only his voice echoing off the marble.  Shit. He stood there for a moment, befuddled, then through the French doors he saw her slim, pencil-skirted figure out on the patio, her back to the house.  He pushed through the doors.

“Elena?”

She was standing at the edge of the pool, hands on her hips, and he had the random thought that she'd ruin her dress and her watch if she fell in.      

“Elena?” he asked again.

Without turning she pointed out into the pool.

"What the hell is this?" she demanded.

Sanchez followed her finger and it took a moment to process what he saw: someone was furiously treading water in the deep end, as if backed as far away from his wife as possible. He was momentarily nonplussed, staring at the bobbing head and feeling like he should know what was going on but didn't.      

"It's a girl," he said uncertainly.

He and his wife both stared in silence until suddenly recognition dawned.

Sanchez burst out laughing.

"Hey Marti," he called out to the girl in the pool. "Aren't you supposed to be at the office?"

"At the office?" Elena asked, her head swiveling to face him. "That's Marti? Your fucking temp?"

"Well, not mine. The office's. And she's a corporate concierge, actually. You remember -- "

"Yes, I know," she said acidly. "The errand girl."

Not many of the wives or other women in the office liked Marti.  It wasn’t anything she did on purpose.  In fact it wasn’t really anything she did at all, not consciously, it was simply who she was. Her warm and easy familiarity, slim confidence, pixie haircut, the rolled yoga mat peeking out from her shoulder bag when she left work.  She wasn’t a kid, somewhere in her comfortable thirties, and  her disconnection from expectation was somehow infuriating or threatening,  that a woman her age was tied to neither family, man or career.  Anyone who did their own thing always grated on people who felt like they couldn’t.

And now she had caught the tone in Elena’s voice and watched warily from the far end of the pool.
           
            “She's supposed to be feeding our goddamn dog. Why is she in our pool?”

            Sanchez shrugged, biting off a grin. He never took his eyes off of Marti. From this distance he could only see the dark silhouette of her shape under the water. “I don't know, babe. She's right there, why don't you ask her?”

            Elena glared at him then turned back to the pool.

            “Why the fuck are you in our pool?”

            “Mrs. Sanchez, I am so sorry, I know I shouldn’t – “

            “You’re goddamn right you shouldn’t. You make a habit of this? Stripping at a perfect stranger’s house?”

            “No no, I just . . . I thought you guys were gone and . . . just wanted to cool off, I mean . . . “ She trailed off miserably.

            Sanchez laughed out loud.  Marti blushed. Elena had had enough.

            “Get out here. Get our here now.”
           
            “What?”

            “Get your ass out of my pool. Right this fucking minute.”

            Marti began moving uncertainly towards the steps, staring up at them for what seemed like long agonizing minutes while Elena and Sanchez watched. As the water got shallower she crossed her arms protectively over her breasts, moving slower, hesitating, as if expecting some kind of reprieve. Elena kept her own arms crossed and the two women were like mirror images, one angry and clothed, the other growing increasingly exposed.

            Finally the water level was below her belly and she stopped, gesturing with her head towards the towel and clothes piled on the chair.

“Please,” she said, looking first at Sanchez and then reluctantly back at Elena. “I’m so sorry, if I could just get a tow – “

Elena cut off her, taking a step forward. “Oh no,” she barked. “You wanted to put your naked ass in my pool? Fine, then you can drag your naked ass up out of there.”

Marti blushed even harder, the flush creeping violently down her neck and across her chest. She tried one more time, an imploring look at Sanchez, until she saw that he was beginning to smile and she finally realized this was going to happen. With slow, heavy steps she began climbing the stairs, water dropping away, sluicing down her long legs until her pussy was fully exposed,.

            For long moments she stood before them, hugging herself desperately. They looked her up and down with exaggerated deliberateness.  Sanchez was just enjoying the view. For Elena this was an exercise of crushing power and her eyes glittered dark satisfaction. Marti shifted her hands and arms to try to hold in her breasts and Elena pounced.

            “No no!” she barked. “Don’t you dare cover those tits.” She took another step forward until the two women were barely a foot apart, Elena towering over the barefoot girl in her heels. “You came into my house and took off your clothes and went swimming in my pool?” Marti tried to step back but there was only water waiting. “Hoping he came home so you could show off? Was that it?”

            Marti stared up with wide blue eyes. “Please, Mrs. Sanchez, I didn’t know –“

            “So show us,” Elena said. “Let’s see those tits.”

            Marti tried one more time, a pleading glance at Sanchez.
           
            “You heard my wife,” he said. “Show us those tits.”

            The girl took a deep breath, swallowed visibly and lowered her arms.

            There was another pause, long beats of silence while they stared at her. Well, he thought, they were even nicer than I’d imagined.

            Elena looked her up and down. “Tell me something, Jorge. Couldn’t you get her fired for this?”

            He let the threat hang there in the thick air, pointedly refusing to meet Marti’s eyes.   Then he said:

            Show them to us,” his voice stronger, as if he’d just figured something out. In that instant there was a shift in the energy between he and Elena and between the two of them and the girl. He felt it.  He and Elena exchanged a quick glance, as if something had been resolved between them. He turned back to the girl.

            “Put your shoulders back. Back. Put those tits out, let us see them.” The girl’s back straightened, shoulders drawing back, jutting her chest out.

            And without being told, as if drawn by an invisible rope, her hands slipped behind her back, nestling into the hollow just above her hips.

            “Behind your head,” he snapped. “Put your hands behind your head. Get those elbows up.” She obeyed immediately, lengthening her spine and positioning her elbows at sharp right angles. Her breaths were coming faster now, marked by the rising and falling of her naked breasts.

            Elena reached out one Jimmy Choo’d foot, tapping the girl’s ankles. “Legs apart,” she said. “You wanted everyone to see that bald little pussy? Then let’s see it.”

            The muscles in Marti’s thighs popped as she activated her legs to hold her still in the awkward position, on display, nothing hidden from view.

            They appraised her frankly. 

            “What do you think?” Elena asked him.  “You see her every day. What do you think of her like this?”

            Sanchez stared thoughtfully. “Great tits,” he said. “And look at how hard those nipples are. It’s hard to miss them.”

            Marti’s eyes darted from Elena to Sanchez, back and forth, not quite daring to make direct eye contact but searching for some clue, a hint.

            “Let me guess,” Elena said, reaching out. She took the girl’s nipples between her long-nailed fingers, twirling gently.  Marti gasped, eyes widening, back arching. “She comes to the office, in her tight little tops and frilly bras, so everyone can see those big nipples.” Elena’s grip began to tighten and Marti’s lips parted.  Elena watched the girl’s face carefully.  “Oh she’ll pretend to be horrified that anyone notices,” she said,  “but they notice.” Marti shuddered as Elena pinched harder. “She needs to be noticed.”

            Sanchez nodded.  “We all talk about her,” he said. “She wears those short little skirts. But these awful shoes, boring, so nobody thinks she’s a slut.”

            “But she is, isn’t she? Aren’t you?”

            Marti shook her head, imperceptibly.

            “Of course you are. You’re a slut, aren’t you? That’s why you’re here, naked in our pool, hoping to be discovered.”

            The girl’s eyelids were heavy, her focus on what Elena was doing to her.

            “A needy little slut just hoping to find someone to use her properly.”

            Elena took a step back and Marti followed with an awkward shuffle, never breaking her pose, her face now clouded with the added sensation of being pulled by her nipples.  The taller woman grinned viciously and took another step and then another, pulling the girl away from the edge of the pool.  Sanchez circled around, Marti distracted and watching him, wanting to keep track of him but afraid to turn her head and he disappeared from view behind her.

            “Jesus Christ,” Sanchez said admiringly. “Look at that ass.”

            “You like?”

            “Even better than I’d imagined.” He took one cheek in his hand, squeezing. “That’s a nice tight little ass.” He gave it a swat and she jumped. “It needs to be played with.”

            Elena still wouldn’t let go of Marti’s nipples.

            “Oh, I think we have a new toy,” she said. “Don’t we? We have a new slut toy, don’t we?”

            Sanchez put his hand on the back of Marti’s neck to hold her steady and gave her a proper smack on the ass. One, then another and another, beginning to find a rhythm, the girl’s body rocking with each impact, drawn up onto her toes.  She was lost now, dislocated by her vulnerability, by what they were doing to her and when Elena slipped a hand between her legs she cried out, a sound of wet, raw need.  Sanchez captured her wrists with one of his hands and pinned them to the back of her neck and stepped forward, bringing his free hand around and up so he could cup her breast, the one that Elena wasn’t still tormenting. Elena leaned forward and her lips caught Marti’s in a hard, taking, kiss, Marti pinned between them, grinding helplessly against Elena’s hand, Sanchez rubbing himself against her from behind.  He put his mouth next to her ear.

            “Now we’re going to take her inside,” he said to Elena but for the girl’s benefit. “And we’re going to tie her to the table. And we’re going to spend the rest of the day hurting her.”

            Marti made a noise, more growl than moan, deep in her throat.

            Elena broke the kiss, the girl still shuddering between them.

            “God yes,” she said hoarsely.  “Let’s play with our new toy.”

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Holes


My foot on her cunt, I say:

“Tell them.”

She is on the floor stripped bare, legs wide open and propped on bent elbows to give her leverage as she grinds up and against my sole.  Her slit is sopping.

“Your holes,” she manages.

I press down with my foot and she groans aloud, back arching. Our watchers stir and I know she can sense their presence but won’t look over.

“And?” I demand.

Her eyes are locked onto mine, heavy-lidded, and her lower lip is captured beneath clenched teeth. She doesn’t want to answer and instead quickens the tempo of her hips, increasing the friction of her cunt against me, as if by cumming she can short-circuit all of this, avoid what is about to happen. Silly girl. She hasn’t had an orgasm in a long time and won’t be having one now. At least not this way.

“Say it.”

It takes long moments, the room filling with the scent of her sweat and her cunt as she grinds while they watch.  Glistening diamond dew drops gather at the corners of her eyes and her lower lip begins to tremble and I know her brief struggle is almost over. I fight the urge to call it off and take her in my arms. It’s not time for that yet.

“They’re your holes,” she says softly, as if by whispering she won't really have said it. “Fill them as you please.”

“Again. Louder.”

She throws her head back, digging in her heels as her hips piston forward. She would cum now on command if I allowed.

“They’re your holes,” she practically shouts, “fill them as you please.”

Our watchers are standing now, moving forward. 

“Look at me,” I say.

She raises her head to meet my gaze and hangs it forward so she can’t see them gathering around us. Tears are streaming down her face and dripping onto her chest and hard-tipped brown breasts. 

“Say it again.”

“Your holes,” she sobs, “fill them as you please.”

She turns her head, trying to look away.

“Look at them,” I say.

There are three of them and now their cocks are out, stroked to their full length and girth.  She stares, not seeing faces, just the waiting cocks and she knows what they are for.

“Your holes,” she says to me, pleading now.  “Fill them as you please.”

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

The Hard Edge of Truth

We have all truths.  Are mine the same as yours? After all, we're all seeking our own truths, aren't we?  I don't find it at all unusual or inconsistent that my truth can be articulated by a submissive woman, so here is one version of it, like looking into a mirror and seeing yourself reflected back, the same, only the image is reversed. The ass-fuck can be literal or it can be a metaphor, you get to choose.  I did.

"Ass-fucking is the great anti-romantic gesture - unless of course, like me, your idea of romance begins on your knees with your face in a pillow . . . Ass-entry involves the hard edge of truth, not the soft folds of sentimentality inherent in romantic love . . . If you can let a man ass-fuck you - and only the truly sensitive lover should have that privilege - you will learn to trust not only him but yourself, totally out of control.  And beyond control lies God.

"Humiliation is my greatest devil, but when the eye of my terror is entered, I experience my fear as unfounded. It is through this physical surrender, this forbidden pathway, that I have found my self, my voice, my spirit, my courage - and the cackle of the crone . . . This is the truth about the beauty of submission. The peace of submission. The power in submission. To me, you see, I have happened upon the great cosmic joke, God's supreme irony.

"Enter the exit. Paradise awaits."

-- Toni Bentley, The Surrender

Monday, July 18, 2011

Pretty Things - Yoga

"When the body is cleansed, the mind purified and the senses controlled, joyful awareness needed to realize the inner-self, also comes." - The Yoga Sutras of Pantajali

"Nudity is a woman's natural state. It is the best reflection of her beauty and submission." - Airudyte Dom













The Other Side

 "I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."


Anais Nin

Friday, July 8, 2011

A Light In A Dark Room

I had this dream recently.

I am walking down a hallway with a girl and in the dream I know she is my submissive. The ends of her brown hair curl out from beneath a black latex hood that is tucked into a high leather collar and she is cuffed at the wrist and ankle, a rope looped through the D rings binding her hands behind her back. The ends are snubbed tightly at each ankle. Another rope connects her feet together, with just enough slack to allow her a slow, shuffling walk, like a hobbled horse. I am holding her upper arm, guiding her. The girl is nude and her tan is dark and even except for the faintest traces around her ass where she must have worn bikini bottoms recently. I will have to speak to her about that later.

The corridor is in darkness, lit only by a spill of yellow light from an open doorway ahead of us. As we get closer there are muffled sounds coming from within. I can hear them but with her own hearing muffled by the hood I don't think she can, not yet. There is rhythmic thrumming, unmistakably leather on flesh and as I get closer I hear soft exhalations keeping time with the louder blows.

We move forward slowly. The girl hears them now. Her lips have parted and I sense the slightest faltering in her step, the merest suggestion of a hesitation, before she resumes her awkward stutter step.  We are just outside the door now and there is no doubt: someone is being flogged vigorously, a steady metronome that marches forward relentlessly, the exhalations now turned into mindless grunts as the intensity increases.

We have stopped in the doorway and I can see inside. It is all darkness except for a high table sitting in a wash of bright light. The table is black and a girl is stretched out on top, long and pale, stretched impossibly wide and vulnerable. They haven't blindfolded her but with the light directly overhead I doubt she can see much more than shadows. From my vantage point, though, I can see the people gathered around, hovering in the darkness at what would be the edge of her vision. There must be 8 or 9 of them, both men and women, dressed in leather and latex, some masked, a pair of bare pierced breasts, high heels, vinyl dresses, torn stockings. The audience is murmuring approval as a shirtless man in leather pants and motorcycle boots plies his trade. The girl's skin is red and striped - tits, stomach, calves, thighs. He has been working his way up her legs and as I watch strikes the first blow on her yawning wide pussy.

She cries out sharply and the girl next to me flinches. I tighten my grip on her arm, small and soft in my hand.
As the pattern of blows picks up the grunts of the girl inside the room become a series of cries, punctuated by the wet impact of leather on skin. He finds a particularly sweet spot and she shrieks piteously, body arching up off the table, reflexively seeking escape. There is no place to go.

The girl beside me moans and pulls away but I don't let her. The sound from inside the room has become a keening wail. From the watching crowd there is laughter of delight and applause; they revel in her torment and surrender. She will break soon, I think, while they watch and enjoy. There will be nothing left of the girl on the table, just a raw, clenching animal, untethered from her rational self, floating free. It will be breathtaking to watch.

I grab my submissive's pussy roughly, probing with a practiced hand.   As expected, she is wet and ready. I let her taste herself on my fingers.

It will be her turn on the table shortly. I drag her forward into the light. 

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Pretty Things - Thank You, Tom Ford

Some of the best erotic photography these days is high-concept fashion advertising. The designer Tom Ford, in particular, has explored a theme that is near and dear to my heart: the vulnerability and beauty of the nude female form coupled with elegantly-clothed males. My favorite in this set is the wedding picture on the stairs. So, thanks Tommy.














Thursday, June 23, 2011

Relish Her Tears

"Keep me rather in this cage, and feed me sparingly, if you dare . . . It is only when you make me suffer that I feel safe and secure.  You should never have agreed to be a god for me if you were afraid to assume the duties of a god, and we all know that they are not as tender as all that. You have already seen me cry. Now you must learn to relish my tears. And my neck: is it not charming when, filled with a moan I am striving to stifle, it grows tense and contorted in spite of my attempts to control to it? It is all too true that when you come to call on us, you should bring a whip along."

Pauline Reage

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

The Plastic Maiden

Once the ropes are set I stand back to admire my handiwork.

She is bent over the end of the table, cuffed at the wrist and ankle. It is a big, sturdy country-style supper table, painted and stained lacquer black. Ropes tie each of her limbs to the four legs, pulled taught, unyielding and pitiless. I can see the strain in her shoulders, back, the long quadriceps quivering. I have positioned her high on the table, the edge bisecting her perfectly at the hip joints and pussy. She is long-legged but can barely reach the floor and only then up on her toes.

She has worn a black latex hood for the past hour while I spanked her and warmed up her nipples with small hair clips.  When I led her blindly into the back room she knew what was coming and trembled visibly while I prepared the ropes.

This table is my own special creation, custom-designed for suffering and pleasure. When I made it, I went to an office supply store and bought a simple plastic office floor mat, the kind with a flat surface backed by sharp teeth for gripping carpets.  I cut it into strips and then glued them, teeth-up, onto the table in two spots: the edge at one end and then another series of strips at the midpoint.  Craftsmanship is important; I carefully measured my submissive and the table to make sure she would feel exactly what I wanted her to.

And now, as I watch, she lays with the weight of her body hitting the rows of cruel points at her pussy and hips on one end and her tits on the other. She whimpers with the effort of trying to keep herself off the teeth. It is impossible, of course. Her arms are stretched so far in front of her that she gets only limited leverage with her elbows to ease the agony in her nipples.  Only when up on her toes can she bring at least some relief to her pussy and even then in only short bursts before her toes slip on the tile floor and the full weight of her hips drops back on top of the torture strips.

The Plastic Maiden, I call it. The mere mention of it brings dread into her eyes and quickens her breath. She fears it and craves it in equal measure.

The sides of her pale breasts as they pillow out from beneath her are stark contrast to the ice-colored plastic teeth and I know that her brown nipples, so prominent and sensitive, are trapped beneath her. It feels like being stung by ants, she had told me. I admire the calf muscles cording with effort and that ass, already striped red, bobbing as she tries to keep her pussy off the cruel points. She moans with the exertion, then cries out when she falls flat.

Her pussy? No. My pussy. Just watching her torment makes me hard.

Eventually I will flog her again but for now I don't want anything to distract from the stinging in her pussy and tits.

And after she is flogged and the burning in her shoulders, cheeks and thighs have begun to distract her from those endless, infinite rows of needlelike teeth, I  will lean over and whisper into her ear what's going to happen next.

"I'm going to fill that ass," I will whisper, tender as a lover. "I'm going to fuck it and fill it completely and I'm not going to stop."

But not yet. Right now I watch her squirm and sob softly in her helplessness and feel the blood rush into my cock.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Pretty Things - Simple Pleasures

Complication has it's place but in the end I always return to simple classicism: a submissive and her vulnerability. Nude, bound, blindfolded. True vulnerability and exposure. Intricate ropework and limb positioning can be lovely but what I want is accessibility.